Nostalgia

Was browzing through some old photo's and video's of me and some old friends, back when we all still liked each other and I grew quite nostalgic. I really miss those days, there was nothing better then having great fun with my best friends, before everyone grew sour and suspicious of any and everyones intentions. I really miss those days, long summer nights staying up and acting a fool, playing rock band, going to the library and printing a million pics of anime, and learning to play bust a groove and space channel 5 for the first time, why couldnt things just say simple like they used to? But everyone grows up and moves on to different things and life styles and what not i guess but still, I long for that innocence's, that approach on life, that time shared with all my loved ones.

But alas, things are different as everyone changes with time, some people more drastically then other, and most situation doing a complete 180 flip. But if history has told us anything, the past always repeats its self, so maybe one day things will be the same again.... Untill then I'll sit and remember foundly of the fun I had as I continue moving forward, towards the fun that awaits me. Cuz thats all any of us can do.

Ja ne ~

So...

Christmas is killin me @_@ Things are getting super busy at work and just making me super tired, I get home and pass out almost every time. Im worn out, my days off they call me in and so its like Im never off. I need a vacation. but still I am thankful to even have a job, so I guess I'll just have to make the best of what I got. -shrug-

Speaking of christmas, I still need to buy christmas gifts for my niggas, but ugh the crowds and the amount of money everything is now has delayed me. lol Ill get to it this next check, thats also when my promotion money kicks in, :3 Im excited.

But other then that just chillin with my best buddy Kari right now, smoking and chillin and drawing as we usually do, so Yea Ima get back to that.

Till next time. ~

Why is it...

Why is it so fucking hard to have a little honesty amoung your friends and loved ones? Seriously, you gonna go thru the trouble of being my friend the least you can do is be honest about your shit. I shouldn't have to find out from such and such that things are going on in the shadows. I shouldn't have to pry into you to know that something is a miss. Im just tired of giving my all and getting nothing in return. I try my hardest to be a good person, I go up and out of my way to do things for those that i care for and for what? What fucking good is it doing me? Ugh. I need to calm down, this isnt me talking. this is my rage getting the best of me.

I could shoot this fucking computer right now, thats how pissed off I am, so Im just gonna get off. Deuces

Stressful day

Today was kinda sucky, work was pretty whack today. Lol
I work at gamestop and just got promoted to management, Which requires alot more work that I have to do through out the day, alot more paper work,shipping, inventory, counting, scanning, asking, PAPER WORK AND MORE PAPER WORK. Then put that on top of being in control of the store, watching to make sure no one is shop lifting, having a new-to-any-job-period person to look after and answer his question, taking care of the customers taking in millions of games of trades, then filing them away and putting the cases on the wall in alphabetical order, and then Have to close the store and clean everything up yourself. And that was my day today. And of course we WERE PACKED! Everyone trying to get there holiday shopping on.

Urgh, I feel like I moved up way to fast, I got promoted to management in less then 4 months and most ppl it takes at least a year or two. I feel as tho more experience is necessary for things to be ran the way they are at gamestop. Unfortunately the rumors are true, you cant make any mistakes, the first time you do anything that costs the money in anyway, your fired, and thats as simple as mis-labeling a game.

But aside from that I'm high and things are better now, turning my frustration into art as usual. So I'm going to give the rest of my attention to that.

Bye for now~

Just taking up idle time

Yo Been busy lately and quite honestly I forgot about this blog, lol. Hows everyone been? Me personally I been great, Just got promoted at work making more than I ever have which is awesome, working on that car thing which I SHOULD have by the begining of the year and just living my life to the best of my abilities. And things are well, my drama factor has diminished almost completely which is always a plus. Guess that just means all the right ppl have left my life. Anywho thanks to such events I've managed to find a really good friend, one I know will always have my back, whether its convenient for her or not, because REAL friendship is never only when its convenient. But that's another story. I've got my best friend, my boyfriend, a pretty decent job and looking towards all the good things to come and that's pretty much it. Live love and have a wonderful life, thats all you can do. Till next time