Sunday, December 12, 2010

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Ready for love



Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Sunday, August 8, 2010

The conversation of realization


6:44amMe
its like this
the longer I've known you
the more emotion your gonna get outta me
your at the happy or blank state
teya and mica have seen me in all states of mind
I dont like to show that other side of me when I havent known you as long
I guess in a sense its a protectant
6:45amAllan
I find that odd and somewhat deceiving...
to protect yourself is understandable
but mask entirely?
kinda...
6:46amMe
i dont like for ppl to see me in a weak state
6:46amAllan
umm
6:46amMe
makes me vunerable
and I HATE that
6:47amAllan
weak and facally neutral are two differnt things
6:47amMe
indeed
thats why I do the neutral face
I may be weak at the time
6:47amAllan
your neutrality is so permanent it seems like the negative side of the spectrum. like you elimated weak
6:47amMe
but you wont ever know
to the human eye
I suppose I have
I think it also has a lot to do with my up bringing
6:50amAllan
hm, ok i guess i can't argue with that, just doesn't sit right with me completely. But hell its cool Im weird in ways i guess and why should you care anyway lol. I'll just leave it at this, you may be masking more that you intended to mask. Somethings beyond your control.
6:51amMe
aw come on
get more in depth with it
dont stop now
6:53amAllan
no cuz I can't argue with it so whats the use in proving a point? just to prove it? Nah, i perfer to do things that take effect. I don't punch anything and don't expect it to at least flinch. Futility really lol. Why do you care mis neutral? You're stepping outside neutrality...technically...
we got on this subject cuz i wanted an understanding
I got that...
i guess...
6:54amMe
What is there to argue about, and what is there to prove?
In a way, I suppose Im asking for your help
Im trying to realize why I am the way I am
or if its even something I can fix
Sometimes I dont even know how to show my real emotions
thats a problem
6:55amAllan
Hm, thats noble... but then again why is my words even effective? You don't know me that well (as you said) and you will change when its necessary (which you also said) and neither of those have changed so why the curiousity?
6:56amMe
I didnt say I didnt no you that well
6:56amAllan
(sorry i get real intelluctual when figuring things out)
6:56amMe
I said I havcent known you that long
6:56amAllan
same thing right?
6:56amMe
not really
you can know some one forever and not actually no shit about them right?
6:57amAllan
true but it doesnt work vise versa does it?
6:57amMe
and I feel like your a good friend of mine
your opinion does matter
and I believe so
6:57amAllan
i mean i would like to be, but you kinda put me 2 steps back a second ago
6:57amMe
how so?
6:58amAllan
the category you put me in
6:58amMe
someone I havent known that long?
7:00amAllan
nvm overlook that...
continue
7:00amMe
Now Im confused
7:02amAllan
basically what you told me is you will change when necessary but thn by what you just said you said you kinda dont know how to? is that right?
7:02amMe
Basically'
I really dont even realise that Im not showing emotion
7:03amAllan
why do you care if youre fine where you are tho?
7:03amMe
obviously Im not tho
If you and other ppl have pointed it out, then thats a problem
its not just mica
Its not just my mother
its not just my ex's
its me
its a problem
7:05amMe
oddly this has mad me somewhat sad
7:05amAllan
you've become so set on becoming impervious (im guessing on an intimate level or feelings in geral) that you've stopped people from connecting to you one any level.
thats what i understand from it
*on
7:06amMe
i suppose your right
7:07amAllan
so you've made yourself unbreakable. but also unrelatable.
in a sense
7:07amMe
I defina=itely wouldnt say unbreakable
definitely*
I break rather easy
I just wont ever show anyone
7:08amAllan
well you would never tell anyone that in a normal conversation
but hear me out
7:08amMe
shoot
7:10amAllan
if you see a car wit a club on, a boot, ignition locks, an alarm, a guard dog by it and a bomb next to it you wont get near it, even if the bomb is a dud the dog is a bitch if you pet it and the doors are unlocked. The deterrant is more than enough
its a mental thing... and there is no sign saying come on pet the damn dog and open the door. so people will walk around it
unless its a person with either heavy balls or no morals...
in either case not good
7:12amMe
is that how you feel?
like you should keep away?
7:14amAllan
In some fashion yes, im smart enough so stay out of dangerous situations but at the same time I'm the type to sit next to the car and see what other people do. That have seen it before or new to it.
7:14amMe
I see...
7:15amAllan
I figured more stuff about you from other people, whether from words (in which you can't always believe because thats speculation) or how you interact with them, which is second hand but still quite useful information.
I'm very observant.
just dont seem like it
7:16amMe
I thought I was too
if I cant even tell that much about my friends and why they react to me the way they do, then I guess Im not
I guess I somewhat understand why ppl say there intimidated by me
7:18amAllan
Intimidated is understandable, not by me, hesistant maybe but I don't even hesistate in words, thats why Im so blunt but its intriguing because I feel like (im going on a whim here so dont smash on me if im wrong) feel like you're suffering somewhere in the inside.
7:19amMe
Im always suffering
that much I know
I just dont like to show it
i dont feel it necessary to do so
what will it change?
nothing
so I keep quiet
and put on a show for everyone else
7:20amAllan
See you're a rock. Impervious. Theoretically.
You made youself unbreakable, made note of a easy flaw, and just as easily cemented over that....
Even the flaw is protected. So technically its not a flaw if the shield is impervious to yourself
Eh, I believe I have said too much.
7:22amMe
No
your right
7:22amAllan
Its time i stopped talking
7:22amMe
No go ahead
I want you too comtinue
Im just listening/reading
7:24amAllan
I can't you've cornered me with your logic. and thats hard me being such a logical person. I always believe their is an alternate. another way. But you seem to have perfected the dead end so to speak. 4 walls no doors. And thats to people. to yourself its almost the same way. but you can always defeat yourself. i know that all too easy. you are always your worst enemy. and you need to get past yourself first...
Me
indeed
well put
7:28amAllan
I have been defeated logically, a very rare occasion. even in the worst of odds i have a fighting opinion, no matter how insignificant but in this case I have been trumped, and its not even about me yet its not a good feeling. I have nothing more to say on the subject matter.
7:29amMe
so in a sense, your saying theres no hope for change.
7:30amAllan
After you defeat youself I may be of assistance. Not only that I'm positive i could be, if not literally then I would at least want to be to help cuz you're my friend. But you got a hard ass enemy... and its been reigning for sometime now.
7:31amMe
yes it has
7:33amAllan
if you need to find something thats worth it you better find it fast. Because you're losing yourself, something that isn't worth losing if not already lost.
Its not to bring you down atall because I am genuinely concerned and because of that I cannot lie either though
7:34amMe
I know
I thank you for being honest
your not bringing me down
I a,
Cuz everything you've said is true
am*
I written about this for some time now, in blogs in poems
I could never figure out what was the proble,
problem*
it would also explain my random days of depression
its my subconscious kicking my ass
7:37amAllan
or the weakness or real you showing up temporarly
but then the mask comes out and tell people to leave you along. so even in the vuneralble state youve blocked help
*alone
7:38amMe
yes, I have
7:49amMe
I've got quite a bit to think on
thanks for the homework
lol

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Sadness


Its weird. Why do I randomly tear up?

Why is it I look at myself and become sad?
I dont understand, what is missing in my life?
What is it I need to make me happy?

I can listen to almost any sad song and relate in ways I dont even consciously realize.
Its like there something, something black buried deep in my heart, behind all the memories, behind all my feelings that I just cant reach, I cant see, I cant feel and yet i know its there. Its always there watching and waiting for the right moment when it can catch me off guard and make me suffer something I cant even comprehend.

I dont know kiddies.... I just dont know

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

"Down with the Fakeness"


I'm so tired of all you fake ass people who call yourself my friend to my face. Ya'll nigga's is something else. But I guess thats just your true nature coming to surface. Regardless, I could name each and every one of ya'll and each and every circumstance in which ya'll have been backstabber's, cheaters, liars,users, and just straight up ass holes, but I'm not gonna even waste my time, cuz it wont change a nothing. Not even a single word in your vocabulary so fuck it. Live with what you've done knowing it or not. That big bad ass muthafucka named karma gonna come back and bite your ass OFF.

But I'm not gonna waste another thought on you, I'ma just drop you like a rock and move on to people much more worth my time.

You know.......REAL friends. Something most of you all know nothing about.

but its whatever, You all know who you are and if you "Don't" Your gonna know real soon.

Peace

Friday, July 9, 2010

All is well


Death is nothing at all.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
I am I, and you are you.
Whatever we were to each other, that we still are.
Call me by my old familiar name,
speak to me in the easy way which you always used.
Put no difference in your tone,
wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Pray, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was,
let it be spoken without effect,
without the trace of a shadow on it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same as it ever was;
there is unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am waiting for you,
for an interval,
somewhere very near,
just round the corner.
All is well.

Reason and passion


And the priestess spoke again and said: "Speak to us of Reason and Passion."

And he answered saying:

Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite.

Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody.

But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements?

Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul.

If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas.

For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.

Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing;

And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like the phoenix rise above its own ashes.

I would have you consider your judgment and your appetite even as you would two loved guests in your house.

Surely you would not honour one guest above the other; for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith of both.

Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade of the white poplars, sharing the peace and serenity of distant fields and meadows - then let your heart say in silence, "God rests in reason."

And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of the sky, - then let your heart say in awe, "God moves in passion."

And since you are a breath In God's sphere, and a leaf in God's forest, you too should rest in reason and move in passion.

Two wishes


In the silence of the night Death descended from God toward the earth. He hovered above a city and pierced the dwellings with his eyes. He say the spirits floating on wings of dreams, and the people who were surrendered to the Slumber.

When the moon fell below the horizon and the city became black, Death walked silently among the houses -- careful to touch nothing -- until he reached a palace. He entered through the bolted gates undisturbed, and stood by the rich man's bed; and as Death touched his forehead, the sleeper's eyes opened, showing great fright.

When he saw the spectre, he summoned a voice mingled with fear and anger, and said, "God away, oh horrible dream; leave me, you dreadful ghost. Who are you? How did you enter this place? What do you want? Leave this place at once, for I am the lord of the house and will call my slaves and guards, and order them to kill you!"

Then Death spoke, softly but with smouldering thunder, "I am Death. Stand and bow!"

The man responded, "What do you want? What have you come here when I have not yet finished my affairs? What see you from strength such as mine? Go to the weak man, and take him away!

"I loathe the sight of your bloody paws and hollow face, and my eyes take sick at your horrible ribbed winds and cadaverous body."

After a moment of fearful realization he added, "No, No, oh merciful Death! Mind not talk, for even fear reveals what the heart forbids.

"Take a bushelful of my gold, or a handful of my slave's souls, but leave me. I have accounts with Life requiring settling; I have due from people much gold; my ships have not reached the harbour; my demand, but spare my life. Death, I own harems of supernatural beauty; your choice is my gift to you. Give heed, Death -- I have but one child, and I love him dearly for he is my only joy in this life. I offer supreme sacrifice -- take him, but spare me!"

Death murmured, "You are not rich, but pitifully poor." Then Death took the hand of that earthly slave, removed his reality, and gave to the angels the heavy task of correction.

And Death walked slowly amidst the dwellings of the poor until he reached the most miserable he could find. He entered and approached a bed upon which a youth slept fitfully. Death touched his eyes; the lad sprang up as he saw Death standing by, and, with a voice full of love and hope he said, "Here I am, my beautiful Death. Accept my soul, for you are the hope of my dreams. Be their accomplishment! Embrace me, oh beloved Death! You are merciful; do not leave me. You are God's messenger; deliver me to Him. You are the right hand of Truth and the heart of Kindness; do not neglect me.

"I have begged for you many times, but you did not come; I have sought you, but you avoided me; I called out to you, but you listened not. You hear me now -- embrace my soul, beloved Death!"

Death placed his softened hand upon the trembling lips, removed all reality, and enfolded it beneath his wings for secure conduct. And returning to the sky, Death looked back and whispered his warning:

"Only those return to Eternity. Who on earth seek out Eternity."

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Im just feelin it...


Met him on a Thursday, sunny afternoon
Cumulus clouds, 84 degrees
He was brown, deep
Said he wanted to talk about my mission
Listen to my past lives.

Took me on long walks to places where butterflies rest easy
Talked about Moses and Mumia
Reparations, blue colors, memories of shell-topped Adidas
He was fresh,

like summer peaches
Sweet on my mind like block parties and penny candy
Us was nice and warm, no jacket, no umbrella, just warm

At night we would watch the stars
And he would physically give me each and every one
I felt like cayenne pepper, red, hot, spicy
I felt dizzy and so near heaven and miles between my thighs
Better than love, we made delicious

He me had, had me he
He had me tongue tied
I could hear his rhythm in my thoughts
I was his sharp, his horn section
His boom and his bip
And he was my love


The rain was fallin' and, and slowly and sweetly and stinging my eyes
And I could not see that he became my voodoo priest
And I was his faithful concubine

Wide open, wide, loose like bowels after collard greens
The mistake was made
Love slipped from my lips
Dripped down my chin and landed in his lap

And us became new
Now me non-clarivoyant and in love
Made the coochie easy and the obvious invisible
The rain was falling
And I couldn't see the season changing
And the vibe slipping off it's axis

Our beautiful melody became wildly staccato
The rain was falling and I could not see
That I was to be plowed and sowed and fertilized
And left to drown in his sunny afternoon
Cumulus clouds, 84 degrees, melodyweight

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

For the ladies.....


So here you have the result of too many hormones.....

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Tis been a minute


So filling in the blank from now and my last post, a bit has happened.

Git a job at a place called Parthenon. Its a small restaurant off 11 mile and dequindre. Its a nice little joint, all the people are nice, cept the owner Moe. That guy is a real dick. He makes a mistake and you have to literally PAY for it. But aside from that lil draw back its an alright place.

But my third week in my mother tells me I have to quite. "Its too far and costing me too much gas money."

You knew from jump street where it was, why would you let me get this far in just to tell me Its too far? Hell she took me to the interview.

So once again Im bout to be unemployed. This shit sucks. I got shit I got to pay and things I need to do. Guess I'll be job hunting once again.....

I find it funny how hypocritical parents can be. One second there bitching at you to do something, then when you finally do it, you cant do it anymore because its inconvenient for them.....

Its whatever tho, its water under the bridge. I atleast have some experience and a few dollars to my name. I know something beautiful will come of this jacked up information. I just have to be patient and keep doing what needs to be done.

Untill next time.....

~Ai Kurai

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Kurama and Ai


Because I am a sick freak....

Monday, March 29, 2010

I really don't know


I've been really confused lately. I've been having VERY random very unexplainable episodes of depression with no real reason. I'm not bout to sit here and be a typical douche bag and say "I'm Bi-polar", Because I know I'm not. I don't have High's to lows in a split second. Thats not at all what its like.

Its more like normal everyday laid back 'nothing bothers me attitude' to extremely unreasonable episodes of depression, usually resulting in crying, the feeling of helplessness, hopelessness, and most cases the thought "I have no purpose on this earth." Pops up in my head a lot.

I'm not talking about suicide or nothing, I just fell like the world is against me. Like....

Like there is just no room for me.....

I don't really know, like I said they are completely random and don't have any purpose. Its not as if a boyfriend dumped me, or I couldn't do what I want or cant have what I want or something dumb and typical like that. It just happens. Even if I'm out with friends having a perfectly good time doing all the things I like, some times it'll just happen and hit me like a brick wall. And I'll just wanna isolate myself and keep quiet so I don't alarm anyone.

I don't know. I just really....

I really don't know









Friday, March 26, 2010

Am I alive...


Ok I know what your thinking, you read the title and you think. "Oh god not another emo ass blog."

Let me assure you that this is not a emo moment, more so a reflection of my life, a revelation if you will.

I can remember the majority of my life, most of my pains and pleasure. But more so pains. Isn't it funny how our pain makes more of a mark in our lives than anything else? I'm sure you can vividly remember a broken bone more than a day at your favorite theme park. lol Anyways, I digress...

There was a time in my life when I was young, maybe 9 or 10 when I started to develop into a woman, I was terribly made fun of. By the kids at school, the kids on my block, even my sister. I felt alone, not even getting a break when I was in my room, which I shared with my sister at a time. I think thats when I first started to learn the true nature of humans.

Then we have our high school days; Ferndale High to be exact. I was also teased a lot then, but for a different reason. Yes that was when I began dressing 'goth'. But I wasn't the only one. There was a very small group of others that dressed goth as well so I wasn't alone in a sense, but I was the only African american goth. I got it there to. But I am thankful I went to school in ferndale, because it was such A diverse school, there where those that had open minds and accepted me, not many but enough to help ignore all the criticism. I know if I went to a Detroit school, I would have got it to no end with no one to turn to for help.

Regardless of all that I remember having many joyous times, I made lots of new friends with all kinds of people. I experienced many new and wonderful things. Like for example, I had my first real boyfriend my sophomore year. Brandon Marshall. I look back at it now and laugh.

I loved him and dating him, well lets just say I learned a lot about a lot of different things. I learned what true heart break felt like, it was the worst pain in th world. During that painful period, I had to keep asking myself, am I alive? there were moments when I wasn't even sure. I could remember the feeling, it was the feeling of nothingness. After being treated so wrong in the past by family and friends, I thought I had found the one person who truly loved me for me, and when he turned his back on me I just felt so much pain...

So much so it became to great, and my body just went numb.

I resorted to cutting myself for a little while, just to try and see if I was still alive, to see if I could still feel anything anymore. I came to the conclusion that I was indeed still alive.... but had no feelings. Even as that razor sliced through my skin into veins it didn't hurt. But eventually through my few good friends and later on my own will power, I got out of it. And of course I had a few more boyfriends after that who I broke up with and that broke up with me, and they all hurt as well, but each time it hurt less and less. I learned to adapt and push those feelings into the back of my mind and just live my life, with or with out them by my side. I even stopped cutting, proving to myself that I had finally gotten my feelings under control.

Well I'll end it there for now, got things to do and people to see, so bye for now.

~Ai Kurai


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Monday, March 22, 2010

The most ridiculous fight in the world...

Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
I wanna find a girl that cums like that. That would be awesome lol.
2 hours ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
xD its called squirting lol. Any girl is capable... probably not from just a spanking... Although some ppl are just freaks like that... >_>; but ummmmm.... what was my point? ^^;
2 hours ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Actually no. only 13% of all women are capable of actual "squirting". and only 27% are even capable of even making enough "juice" to measure. Yeah I'm up on that sex shyt lol. >_>
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
Not true, I have a book you should read my good sir. lol It shows you how to do it :)
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
So fucking true. It def is NOT possible for even 50%. Stop reading lies...
about an hour ago ·
Ashley LaCole
Ashley LaCole
What's the name of this book?
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
The female orgasm, lol
You read this book and you'll see what I mean
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
No I'm telling you right now. I have plenty of books and sites that state that the number of women in which this is possible are in a very (very) low percentile. I'm sorry I can confirm that that part of the book is incorrect.
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
well i have a book that say.........i got nothing to bring to this table *walks away sadly*
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
lol but first you said 13% now 50%.... hmm I wonder if it is that book that was misinformed...
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
google that shit on youtube and find out
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
No I was giving you a number that could compare, but the percentage is much lower. Don't try to nitpick with my info lol.
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
So has your info told you what you need to do in order to squirt or what even causes squirting?
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
she aint talking bout the pop squirt LMAO!!!!!
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Yes it does actually. But it also tell you the possibility of it happening to women, the part where you are mistaken.
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
you guy can put your books and sites aside GOOGLE THIS BITCH ON YOUTUBE!!!!!! u can never NOT find the answers lol
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Ameer... sir... PORN IS NOT ON YOUTUBE!. ... believe me I tried. Now back to what I was saying...
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
so what is that 'tissue' called that causes it?

.....why are we arguing about squirting at 4:30 in the morning? xD
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
thats what im wondering lol im assuming tis iis the reason im not in my semi warm bed even though i could be reading this from my phone
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
I don't appreciate you trying to test me... you are supposed to show me info that supports your case not trying to exploit mine.
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
lol and your not supposed to support your own?
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
man both u guys errrrr.. gales have a point
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
must you always fight me allan?
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
No I just KNOW this this time lol. I looked this up for hours before. All of that material could not have been wrong! lol for real.
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
OOOOoOOOOo he says your lil book is dead wrong man i wouldnt take that
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Stop instigating Ameer...
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
XD LOL!!!! me??? instigating???? thats nonesense
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
shut up ameer.

And ok allan you believe what you wish, but let me just say this.... there are also many books, sites, and ppl that believe there is no such thing as god or creation, do you believe all that as well just because a few things say the same thing?
about an hour ago ·
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
Ameer Altair-Hidan Tawakaly
ouch *sadly walks away*
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Do you plan to exploit my facts with the most trivial of attacks? You really gonna come at me with the elementary school "follower" speech revised to try to prove me wrong. Nice try Ai. Not working this time.
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
i didnt try to prove anything. lol As a matter of fact I told you to believe what you want. i asked you a question and you avoided it, plain and simple
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Avoided it? No I just pointed out yo wack ass tactics to prove me wrong. But OK I'm about to find only the most respectable resources to shut you up cuz this has gone on long enough. I brb.
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
...as you continue to NOT answer my question. lol
about an hour ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
allan she is right all females can do it ....if you know what you doin
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Ai: If you shut up and wait I am gathering sources now. Reading is fundamental.

Miles: Don't even try to jump in this convo. with no widespread truth.

No like I said I'm about to post them!
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
Ooo getting angry!!!!.... While STILL NOT answering my question
about an hour ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
wtf oh and ai very nice pick al ima hurt you ...
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Miles don't internet beef. Its not flattering nor am I in the mood.
about an hour ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
thats it im going to im you
about an hour ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
If your in a bad mood wouldnt arguing make it worse? lol I already left it alone so why dont you?
about an hour ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Man fuck that. I got scientists to back me up. I already got 4 scholarly articles. Scholarly nigga. Let the author of yo book read this shit.
58 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
ok ok allan, whatever helps you sleep at night
57 minutes ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Check this article:
(and if you don't like this one I have LISTS more to show)
http://www.lumrix.net/medical/gynecology/female_ejaculation.html

"...little data available is inconsistent."... See More
41 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
you have proved nothing. NOTTA.
There are also articles that say that less than 27% percent of women have had an orgasm ever. I didnt say all women have, Im saying all women are capable, two very different things.
36 minutes ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
What? Capable? Nigga we are capable of flight if we try hard enough. Man fuck this... nice rewording.
35 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
Actually I have proof from your own article. lol

"Other "pseudo-scientific" organizations such as the New Sex Instituteoffer step-by-step guidance to this "new realm of sexual pleasure and intimacy" through various books and videos/dvds. Clint Arthur, the founder of New Sex Institute, states publicly that "all women are physically capable of female ejaculation -- unless they have had surgery to prevent it."
33 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
What was reworded allan? This is the exact message, look back at iit if you want;
"xD its called squirting lol. Any girl is capable... probably not from just a spanking... Although some ppl are just freaks like that... >_>; but ummmmm.... what was my point? ^^;"
32 minutes ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
I'm not talking capable. Nigga anything is "capable". White people taught a monkey to suck his dick and grab a beer. Meaning ALL monkeys are "capable". But the actually of them being ABLE to learn, fuck no. Technically capable isn't even a term that can be used in factual statements because it is only theory. Get out mah face...
31 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
CAPABLE being the KEY word. lol wow, you should learn to pick and choose your battles buddy
31 minutes ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Others present less optimistic assessments of the female sex's capacity to ejaculate, with the percentage of women estimated to be between 10% and 55%. this means nothing you know whats this means 1 or 2 things 1 she couldnt squirt at that time and place or 2 the dude didnt have no stroke i mean ive been with girls that havent squirted the 1ST 2nd or 3rd time but she squirted ALL FEMALES CAN SQUIRT IF SHE CANT THEN IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE MALE
31 minutes ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Miles please don't enter in this somewhat intelligent conversation with nigga terminology and "stroke". Not to get on your head but please come with something better than. " I make bitches squirt" Bring personal experience into factual means will get you nowhere.
29 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
Then what is your point in this arguement? lol I never said all females have, I said capable. I agree we are capable of a lot of things, but again, there was no point to this convo sir. So can we be done with this now?
26 minutes ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
ok you want fucken facts scientist also say that a women's sex drive depends on her fuckin mood so if im in a room full of got damn scientist it will be a lil fucken hard to cum
26 minutes ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
i got yo got damn nigga terminology
25 minutes ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Fuck that I was right.
Miles: Thanks for reinforcing what I was talking about, you really hit the nail on the head. Nice...
24 minutes ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
explain.......
23 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
its like dbz and yu yu all over again....
22 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
right about what? What was your point?
21 minutes ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
I try to explain something so that you may present you point at least in a presentable manner and you go and have a nigga moment on me. You actually had a point for a second on the mood thing but I see that was just the heat of the moment and not an actual point. I just said come with something better and you didn't. I was waiting for a response I'm actually inviting it.
21 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
this is what you first said in disagreeacnce with me;
Actually no. only 13% of all women are capable of actual "squirting". and only 27% are even capable of even making enough "juice" to measure. Yeah I'm up on that sex shyt lol. >_>"

And now you say; I'm not talking capable. Nigga anything is "capable". "
Make up your mind
19 minutes ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
ok let me ask you something now if your in a room full of scientist (male) dont you think it will be hard to keep your dick hard ??
19 minutes ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Ai I'm done with you. Fuck what you said.
Now Miles.... sir... you're still not making a point sir. Well a valid one. Of course it would be difficult... BUT WHAT DOES THAT FUCKING PROVE! Scientist are far beyond surveying people in a fucking lab surround people, what is this the mother fuckin seventies? These (as in most) are in the environment ...See More
15 minutes ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
That's the whole point!! if you kno your being watched its gonna be hard to perform aka squirt
13 minutes ago ·
Ai Kurai
Ai Kurai
your done because Im right in the fact that you have no point? Ok, well if your done, please take your argument to Miles page
11 minutes ago ·
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
Allan 竜 Da'Nerd McDaniel
LMAO What THEE' FLYING FUCK SIR!? You failed to read that entirely, or I'm just giving you too much credit but I definitely explained that AND how they are actually carried out but I guess I'm typing in fucking Spanish. eh?
11 minutes ago ·
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
Miles TheAnimal Murphy
i give up its 6 in the morning and all 3 of us not backing down im bout to go have me a smoke and take my ass to bed we will talk about this later.......plz believe
8 minutes ago ·