Saturday, March 26, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Early morning Venting
This is a letter to you, the only one who should be reading this
To start this off I just want to say, I'm sorry.
I was young and naive... I didnt know what kind of friend I had in you....
Wait let me take this from the beginning.....
About 7am this morning feeling very bored and wide awake I decided to get on facebook and look at some of my old inbox messages; I sometimes like to read through the ones that made me smile when first reading them, and smile again when remembering the initial smile. And then I stumbled upon a message from you...
And even at this moment I dont know what made me do it
I typed your name in and brought up every inbox from me and you. There were so many in the beginning....
I read through them 1 after the other, making sure not to miss a word. Something I dont think I did the first time seeing them and I begain to cry....
How could I have been so cruel? How could I not have seen your sorrows? How could I not see how you reached out for me, begging for my friendship....... How could I have been so.....so blind?
And even after every cruel reply I sent you, there was always, "Love ya sis." or "Hope your doing well"
I'm sorry, Im so sorry I was so young, so full of anger that I couldnt see your pain. I was to focused on my own.
All you wanted was my friend ship, you apologized so many times and I was just too stubborn to respond, I didnt know how to handle it, no idea how to express how I was feelling so I pushed you away, I shut you out of my life and ignored all your efforts to make peace with me.
I would give anything to have it be the way that it once was....
And now its seems our roles have swithced.
Well Damn.
To start this off I just want to say, I'm sorry.
I was young and naive... I didnt know what kind of friend I had in you....
Wait let me take this from the beginning.....
About 7am this morning feeling very bored and wide awake I decided to get on facebook and look at some of my old inbox messages; I sometimes like to read through the ones that made me smile when first reading them, and smile again when remembering the initial smile. And then I stumbled upon a message from you...
And even at this moment I dont know what made me do it
I typed your name in and brought up every inbox from me and you. There were so many in the beginning....
I read through them 1 after the other, making sure not to miss a word. Something I dont think I did the first time seeing them and I begain to cry....
How could I have been so cruel? How could I not have seen your sorrows? How could I not see how you reached out for me, begging for my friendship....... How could I have been so.....so blind?
And even after every cruel reply I sent you, there was always, "Love ya sis." or "Hope your doing well"
I'm sorry, Im so sorry I was so young, so full of anger that I couldnt see your pain. I was to focused on my own.
All you wanted was my friend ship, you apologized so many times and I was just too stubborn to respond, I didnt know how to handle it, no idea how to express how I was feelling so I pushed you away, I shut you out of my life and ignored all your efforts to make peace with me.
I would give anything to have it be the way that it once was....
And now its seems our roles have swithced.
Well Damn.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
Iam No Limit'z
....When he awoke it was dark, nothing could be seen, not even his own hands in front of his face.
Scratching the back of his neck, the chains holding him down had been made obvious with its loud clanking against the hard concrete floor.
'What the hell?' he thought.
He stood himself up, dusted himself off and grinned simply saying with a spark of his right hand,
"....You'd think they'd get it by now."
No Limit'z
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
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